Forward to Wesley's Journal

For a long time I debated with myself if I should post such a personal document for the whole world to see.  In the end I decided that it was the right thing to do.   My hope is that, for the people that knew Wesley, it will allow them to better understand what happened.  I have shared my own feelings on the subject but I don't think that there isn't anyone better to describe what Wesley was going through than himself.

I still find parts of this journal hard to read because of the obvious pain that he was in and the numerous references to myself in the document.  Its very apparent to me from this document that our lack of friendship [ or should I say forced lack thereof ] was very hard on Wesley ( as it was for me also )

For those of you who knew him, I hope this journal is helpful.  For those of you not completely familiar with the situation here are a list of some of the people referred to in the document

J.R. or Jimmie	- Wesley's best friend (myself) for 13 years.
Tricia	- His girlfriend for two years
Kenny	- Wesley's & my good friend
Dustin	- Son of one of the teachers in the school
Bev	- My girlfriend at the time
Charmin	- Girl from our local church that also went to KBCA.  - Wesley drove to school with her
Mr. Freeman	- Principal of his school, KBCA
Mr. Brooks	- Student Councilor at KBCA
Mr. Moorhead	- Minister at the church that ran the school
Garnet and Kay	- Wesley's brother and his wife
Seth, Jesse, Margie	- Garnet & Kay's kids
Sherri & Kevin	- Wesley's closest brother in age and his wife
Charles	- Tricia's little brother
Ehrinn	- Girl from KBCA in his class
John Monteith	- Another kid from KBCA

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